silent cries in the midst of the new year

December 31st, 2008 by 'Aqil

It is the new year. 1430. And my brothers and sisters are faced with yet another challenge, surrounded by blood, cries of terror and sounds of missile in the ironically blue sky. All this while I am here in the comforts of my room.

Guilty. Yet..

This is the least that I can do. My heart yearns to be close to them, to assist them, to aid them, to suffer with them and insyaAllah to obtained martyrdom with them.

However I am but a weak self. Terribly weak that the only thing that I can do for them is pray to Allah, signing the pettition and spreading the word to others.

This is the least that I can do.

Dear friends,

As we watch the Gaza bloodshed with horror, appalled at how the crisis is spiralling further out of control, one thing is clear −− this violence will only lead to further civilian suffering and an escalation of the conflict.

There must be another way. Over 370 are dead and hundreds more injured −− rockets are striking Ashdod deep inside Israel for the very first time, and the sides are mobilising for invasion. A global response has begun, but it’ll take more than words −− the immediate violence won’t end, nor will wider peace be secured, without firm action from the international community.

Today, we’re launching an emergency campaign which will be delivered to the UN Security Council and key world powers, urging them to act to ensure an immediate ceasefire, address the growing humanitarian crisis, and take steps to build real and lasting peace.1 Follow this link now to sign the emergency petition and send it to everyone you know:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/gaza_time_for_peace/

After eight or more years of ineffective US and global diplomacy −− and now Gaza’s bloodiest day in recent memory −− we must issue a global outcry demanding that world leaders do more than make statements if they’re to bring peace to this region. The UN, the European Union, the Arab League and the USA should now act together to ensure a ceasefire – which includes an end to rocket attacks into Israel and opening the checkpoints for fuel, food, medicine and other humanitarian aid deliveries.

With a new US President taking office in less than a month, a real opportunity exists to breathe new life into peace efforts. These latest hostilities require not only an immediate ceasefire but a commitment from Obama and other world leaders that resolution of the Israeli−Palestinian conflict is at the very top of their agendas. As the whole world is impacted by this ongoing conflict − we should demand nothing less.

In 2006 we mobilised for a ceasefire in Lebanon. For years we’ve worked to encourage a just and lasting peace, taking out billboards and ads across Israel and Palestine. Now as we head into 2009, we need to come together again to demand a peaceful and lasting resolution, instead of a further escalation of violence. Follow this link to put your name forward for peace:

http://www.avaaz.org/en/gaza_time_for_peace/

All sides to the conflict will continue to act as they have in the past if they believe that the world will stand by and allow them to do so. 2009 is a year that things can be different. As we face this crisis, and the possibilities of a new year, it’s time for us to demand a ceasefire and work together to finally put an end to this cycle of violence.

With hope and determination,

Brett, Ricken, Alice, Ben, Pascal, Paul, Graziela, Paula, Luis, Iain and the whole Avaaz team.

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014 learning from the past

December 13th, 2008 by 'Aqil

“Are you going back to Malaysia this winter?” Nick asked earnestly during their last groupworkm session of 2008.

“No.” Was her short answer. Nick however didn’t expect her to continue.

“But I’m going to Spain tomorrow,” she continued.

And Nick roared with laughter, followed by Charlotte and the rest of the group.

photo by fd

Time fleets away fast; leaving behind vague trails in its wake; never looking back. Never waiting.

In the name of Allah, the Beneficent, the Merciful
Time is witness that, surely, mankind suffers loss,
except for those of faith,
Who do good, and become a model of truthful living,
and together practice patience and constancy.

It is already December. It is already the end of her third semester in Medical School. It is already the day she’s going to Spain. It’s also scaringly nearing exam time.

The fact that she will be going to Andalucia, Spain tomorrow is supposed to make her excited. She is, of course. But a part of her lingers with the feeling of anxiousness and worry. Exams is just around the corner and here she is going to Andalucia. Besides that, there is the anxiousness related to last Saturday’s landslide incident.

However, the more she lets herself to be worried the more she started thinking to leave the worry aside, and make the best of the opportunity that Allah is presenting to her. She hopes by seeing how the magnificent Islamic civilisation in Andalucia falls approximately 600 years ago will give her spirit and motivation not to repeat the same mistake that they did.

Yes, that is a more advantageous step compared to being worried endlessly.

She hopes that by seeing Alhambra, Medina az-Zahra and other wonders left by Muslims, she will also be motivated and also learn from them. Yes, she’ll do that.

In the spirit of everything Spain (specifically things pertaining to Andalucia and the then glorious Islamic Civilisation there) here are a few links worth reading about.

Saifulislam: Isabella

A review on a book she had been looking for a long long time since reading the snippet in one of BADAR’s magazine then in KISAS. Alhamdulillah, thanks to Balqis she was finally reunited with said book.

Saifulislam: Berakhirnya Sebuah Andalus

An excellent article by Ustaz Hasrizal pertaining Andalucia

Andalucia, here I come!


013 everything happens for a reason, and for that I must stay strong and never lose faith..

December 7th, 2008 by 'Aqil

Shock. Worried. Anxious. Tachycardic. Fear.

Those are the words that could possibly describe my feeling last night at 2.am when I receive news about the landslide at Bukit Antarabangsa. It is something that I feared for a long long time, ever since the first landslide incident in Bukit Antarabangsa back in 1999.


never underestimate the power of water. photo by AlexEdg


Immediately I reached for my hand phone and rang back home. The long dial tone wait did not help in my racing heart race instead it aggravated it.

Finally after a few seconds (in which feels like eternity to me) answered the call. The relief I felt was indescribable. Alhamdulillah. Praise be to Allah. My family is safe.

From what Ayah and Ibu told me, the source of the landslide is only a few meters away from my home. Thus my home, one that I grew up in is not safe anymore. I am of course very thankful but the fact that I might lose my home tug a strong emotion inside me..

Incidently, Aqil (that clever boy) told me that he heard an explosion-like sound but didn’t say anything. Afiqah too heard it but she kept quiet and ignore it.

“..Ibu kata kalau dengar bunyi malam-malam jangan tegur..” she told me.

Indeed that is a norm to advice children regarding strange occurence at night. I am never a strong advocate of this advice especially after this incident.

I am following closely the development this catastrophe. I know and believe that Allah has a bigger plan for us and the other victims, however up till now I cannot help shedding tears when I read about the development. I know this is very very small in comparison to the suffering of my brothers and sisters in Acheh, Palestine, Afghanistan and I am trying my bestest to remember this fact and stay strong. May Allah lend strength to my family and the victims.

Thousands of people have the probability to lose their home here. Let us all pray together so that they will be strong and also for their safety.

Ayah, Ibu, Afiq, Arif, Afiqah, Aqil. I am so thankful to Allah that all of you are safe. Alhamdulillah.

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012 to the fighters out there

December 1st, 2008 by 'Aqil

This morning I was greeted by the brilliant sunshine. Looking up at the blue sky (which is quite a rare occurrence these nearing winter days), a plane was soaring through the sky, leaving trails in its path.

Subhanallah, what a beautiful day.

However, I seem to forget that many others are not as fortunate to savour this beautiful day. Many others are facing this day battling for their lives; just to survive one more day. Many of them never asked to be born with this. Yet they did and they never complain. Yet they persevere and they continue to hope.

photo by Tracie Taylor Photography

Today is World AIDS Day.

Dear children,

I may not be able to do much today. I have yet to own a pharmaceutical company which provides cheap yet excellent Highly Active Antiretroviral Therapy (HAART) to the victims in South Africa. I am not yet a doctor. But I am here today; to support these courageous souls from thousands of kilometres away.

Though it’s nothing much on the scale of global charity, I hope at least it will give you strength knowing there are billions people like me who is supporting you.

Be strong. Persevere. And keep hoping. May Allah lead you to the right way. May Allah bless you with your patience.

Love

‘Aqilah

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